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Patience

I know I need this badly.

Count one to five before I respond.

I need to control my temper.

I’m sorry if I’m binge and if I irritate you with my questions.

I’m sorry when I get mad when you don’t want to answer.

Patience–where are you?

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Turning a new leaf.

Opening a new chapter.

Closed book.

The bridge has been crossed.

Past is past.

Everyday is now a brand new day.

With you.

Sweet

Yes, it’s sweeter.

The nth time around.

Yes, this is definitely worth all the tears.

Let’s not fight again, okay?

Last Post

This may be my last post here.

This may be the last time you’ll hear from me.

If ever you do read this.

I highly doubt it though.

So this post doesn’t really matter.

My actions will.

With all the hurt I’ve caused you,

I think this is enough.

I’m sorry.

Thank you.

AND I love you.

The last three things I want to tell you.

I tried giving you my everything.

Apparently, my everything is not enough.

I don’t know what to do now.

I don’t know where to get what you want me to give.

You accuse me of not being ready.

That I still want to go out and enjoy my life.

What’s wrong with that?

I don’t do things that I will regret later on.

I don’t do bad things.

Where is the trust?

The trust that I will not do evil things that will affect our relationship.

When I go out,

It does not mean that I do not want to be with you.

It just means that “I am going out”.

No meaning into that.

Just drinks and laughs with other people.

We have that too.

I would like to think.

But why the anger?

Why the mistrust?

Why the insecurity?

Where is the understanding?

Again…what do you want from me?

Nothing.

I have nothing to say to you today.

Schedule

A primary concern.

Confusing.

Pitiful.

Not our faults.